Have\nyou ever noticed that life goes spiraling? Or like an\neternal two-hilled camel: there are amazing moments and not so. For me it has\nalways been like this. Spiral, but every time on a higher level. And always\nafter a huge fail or after a very difficult situation, when I have reached the\ndeepest bottom possible,\nwonderful things start to happen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
For\nexample, when I was elected a class president for the last two years in\nuniversity. First months were so stressful, I was always tired, I lost the\nweight I didn’t have… But when I have built the reputation, everything\nimproved and I actually started to work less and have time for myself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Next\nsuch jump was the first year in Barcelona. After few months here, when saved\nmoney have finished and I wasn’t paid for my work yet,\nwhen I was step ahead to live on the street, when I\ndidn’t know what I am going to do (all these at the same time), again, I was\nstressed, always tired, looking like a skeleton… But then I found additional\nsource of income, I found a little, dark and cheap room and I was able to buy\nsome food. It was the longest difficult period in my life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When I finally\nordered things a little: I had a job, my own room, lovely friends, I gained\nmuscle mass, everything was good. I would go to work, few times per week go to\ngym, sometimes some beers with friends, sometimes some movies – all good. But I\nstarted to realize it was boring for me.. I started to loose that light, that\nenergy inside of me. And day by day I was converting into zombie:\nwork-home-gym-sleep-repeat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Now, it seems like I\nam in the same situation. I feel little lost. I know what to do and at the same\ntime I don’t. I know what I want and at the same time I don’t. Again, I am not\neating well. And this internal fight is energy-consuming. I want to end it as\nfast as possible…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And you know, in situation like this you have to make a change, you have to start acting slightly different. unless you’re a masochist. I am not, so last time I took the opportunity to make a change (thank you, Julia). Being able to meet all these fantastic people was amazing. I wrote an article about the power of environment<\/a> and it was written based on my own experience, when I fully realized how important it is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n This time I will\ncreate this opportunity by myself. This time I will be the change.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The most incredible part is that after black ribbon there is always a white one. How long and how wide this ribbon is – totally depends on me. And one thing I know for sure – I want my white ribbon be as long as possible while the black absolutely opposite – as short and as thin as possible.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \n\nPhoto by Ludde Lorentz<\/a> on Unsplash<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Have you ever noticed that life goes spiraling? Or like an eternal two-hilled camel: there are amazing moments and not…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":617,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6,7],"tags":[],"translation":{"provider":"WPGlobus","version":"3.0.0","language":"es","enabled_languages":["gb","es","uk"],"languages":{"gb":{"title":true,"content":true,"excerpt":false},"es":{"title":false,"content":false,"excerpt":false},"uk":{"title":false,"content":false,"excerpt":false}}},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sergilehkyi.com\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/615"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sergilehkyi.com\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sergilehkyi.com\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sergilehkyi.com\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sergilehkyi.com\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=615"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/www.sergilehkyi.com\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/615\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":622,"href":"https:\/\/www.sergilehkyi.com\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/615\/revisions\/622"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sergilehkyi.com\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/617"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sergilehkyi.com\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=615"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sergilehkyi.com\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=615"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sergilehkyi.com\/es\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=615"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
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